Dear Karl,

 

Yes, an R.N.  A believer of our medical system - No Way!  I have worked in the intensive care unit for over five years now.  I deal with Myocardial Infarctions, Heart Disease in every form and fashion.  I draw patients blood that is sent to the lab to check for cholesterol levels.  I know that the majority of MI patients have normal to near normal and sometimes even low levels of Cholesterol.  I have an 89 year old grandmother who's cholesterol lever has never been below 280 and usually is around 340 to 360.  She is as healthy as they come.  Still drives herself to the house races and lives alone. 

 

As for me - I became very ill after having received the Hepatitis B vaccine followed by an MMR vaccine.  These were required for me to work in the medical field.  I saw mention of Fibromyalgia on one of your pages; however, I have not found a page on Chronic Fatigue Syndrone mentioned - as of yet.  After two years of having my doctor hand me prescriptions for anti-depressants and then telling me I needed to see a psychiatrist I set out on my own - located a neurologist who then referred me to the doctor I am currently seeing.  I tested positive for Epstein Barr Virus and the HHV6 virus (which by the way a person who has HIV and then develops AIDs will also have the HHV6 virus - apparently studies are showing that HIV is not the virus that causes AIDS nor is it the HHV6 virus, but both of them in combination!)  Is the government out telling everyone this - I think not!  I also have been researching the origin of the AIDs virus and so far am not pleased at all with my findings.  So far it appears that our government set up a bio-weapons study (developing viruses that would weaken the human immune system) and whalla we now have AIDs.  Back to my individual experience with this illness - I now am convinced that the combination of these vaccines compromised my immune system to the extent that my T-cell count is only 63 - as of last month.  I go through periods where I feel half alive, sometimes for weeks, and other times when I feel like my body has betrayed me - during these times It takes every ounce of energy I can muster just to get off the couch to go to the toilet - getting back to the couch is a whole new ball game!  I have heart palpitations, get severely short of breath at times, unexplained swelling in my hands and feet, and would you believe even under my arms? I keep chronic post nasal drip (dark circles under my eyes) sore throats that come and go, swollen lymph glands at all times, I believe I also have neurally mediated hypotension, my blood pressure will drop down into the 70's at any given moment, from which I become symptomatic, ringing in my ears, a full feeling in my head with absent to diminished hearing.  I have lost the strength in my grasp,  my feet are always frozen (not just cold), my hands are cold most of the time,  I have no cold tolerance (the thermostat can be set at 78 degrees and I am chilled to the bone - goose bumps all over - and I can not get warm until the temp. increases in the house, but the worst of all of this is the brain fog that never goes away or diminishes!  I graduated Nursing school with a 3.52 something GPA.  My first semester of college my GPA was 3.825 and I made the Deans Honor List, now I can not retain anything I read, have a great deal of trouble assimilating things, simple problems are very complex for me, I can be driving home and miss my turn - gone five miles or more up the road before I realize I am not where I should be and will have to concentrate in order to remember where I am or which direction I am going.  I'm sure this sounds very scary to you - It would too me and I certainly would not want me for a nurse in the intensive care unit, please know that I self schedule and only work on days that I am functional, I frequently call into work sick and usually only work two days a week sometimes less.  I will not ever compromise one of my patients - if things don't feel right to me I am the first person to get another nurse to assess what is going on either with my patient or with what I am doing (example: calculating a drug dosage).  I am currently taking Adderall (similar to Ritalin) I would not be able to function at all without this medication nor without the Vitamin B12 weekly injections nor the glutathione/ATP sublingual drops .  These brought me back to life when I felt no life left in me.  Depression? No I am not depressed, I get depressed some times, but so does everyone else.  Relationship problems? No, I have been married to a wonderful man for over 20 years.  I have searched, researched, and searched myself looking for the cause of my illness, it was not until recently that I was able to link it to the vaccines - at the time of the vaccinations I was under a great deal of stress, I had just started working the night shift in the ICU as a graduate nurse.  I don't know if you have ever heard the term, "Nurses eat their young" or not, but I can tell you there is so much truth to that statement - and that was the cause of my stress!  Prior to this I had always had good health, I can only remember having two colds my entire life (I am 43).  Never anything more than a cold!  Can you see why I believe it was the vaccines that did this to me?  I am not writing you to whine and cry and gain sympathy, I am writing to you because I want to make you aware that women don't get sick from being in "bad relationships".  My first marriage was a very bad and abusive relationship and I was not ill then.  I don't think any man be he a MD or not has the right to ever insinuate to a woman that her health issues are an effect of a bad relationship, or are caused by a psychological problem!  I have known many emotionally weak men and yet I have never seen a doctor tell them or imply to them that it is a psychosis, or an underlying emotional problem. My husband and I shared the same doctor for years - the one who handed me a script for Prozac and told me he wanted me to see a psychiatrist,  my husband saw him on average 4 times as often as me, yet he never handed my husband a prescription for Prozac or told him to see a "Psychiatrist"!  So please do not ever do that to a woman.  Illnesses are real, yes we need to take responsibility for our own health and eat right, exercise and all the other good for you stuff and quit relying on doctors who's pockets are lined with money and expensive vactions by the pharmaceutical companies.  That is what I am doing.  I was advised to seek disability - I am not disabled nor do I intend to become disabled, that would mean death to me.  I came upon your site and several others.  I read and read some more.  I came back to your site because I believe allot of the things you believe, I believe our minds are extremely powerful and we have not yet gained the ability to tap into that power, so in the mean time I will be searching out more things I can do to improve my health or at least maintain it at it's present state. 

 

I would like to know your opinion on a product called Seasilver.  I have ordered some and am awaiting it's arrival.  It is all natural and is in liquid form.  I became interested in liquid vitamins because they contain no fillers and are more easily absorbed than capsules or tablets, with delayed gastric emptying, irritable bowel, and malabsortion disorder, I believe the oral forms will work better for me.  But I would still like to know your opinion and if you have any other suggestions of things for me to look at and consider.  I appreciate your time and the quickness of your response to my email.  Thank You.

 

Sincerely,

D

 

P.S. I do not know your privacy policy - I did not look at it - please do not share my name or email address with any others without contacting me first.  Thanks.